She was approximately to leave when she opened her laptop, opened her email & gave it to Don. “This is for you to read, so you won’t be bored while I am gone” she said, kissed him on the cheek & added: “Don’t wait up, I might be coming back home late & won’t be interested in talking”.
She then closed the door as Don returned to his seat & clicked on the top email in her laptop, reading it with his full attention.
“Hey Lisa, this is Jackson. I just wanted to let you know that there will the usual She was approximately to leave when she opened her laptop, opened her email & gave it to Don. “This is for you to read, so you won’t be bored while I am gone” she said, kissed him on the cheek & added: “Don’t wait up, I might be coming back home late & won’t be interested in talking”.
She then closed the door as Don returned to his seat & clicked on the top email in her laptop, reading it with his full attention.
“Hey Lisa, this is Jackson. I just wanted to let you know that there will the usual 25-30 of us tonight & the two guys who used to bring their wives have cancelled it the last minute & won’t be coming. So we will be having all of our attention only on you tonight. I know you are more than pleased with this arrangement. Just thought it would be nice letting you know beforehand.
He scrolled the page down & read her response:
“Hey Jackson, well, you know me, I love it! I am actually pleased they are not coming this time, I secretly wanted to be the only woman at that party for quite long, I was just a little shy to say that. Please tell everyone that it is going to be a “no condom” night. I am going to be barebacked for everyone tonight”.
To what the response was:
“LOL, we are pleased that you are happy. And don’t worry approximately that even for a second, it will be done. Everyone already knows that they are supposed to leave their condoms at home as I know what you like ;)”.
And that was the moment when Don heard her car move out of the driveway…
25-30 of us tonight & the two guys who used to bring their wives have cancelled it the last minute & won’t be coming. So we will be having all of our attention only on you tonight. I know you are more than pleased with this arrangement. Just thought it would be nice letting you know beforehand.
He scrolled the page down & read her response:
“Hey Jackson, well, you know me, I love it! I am actually pleased they are not coming this time, I secretly wanted to be the only woman at that party for quite long, I was just a little shy to say that. Please tell everyone that it is going to be a “no condom” night. I am going to be barebacked for everyone tonight”.
To what the response was:
“LOL, we are pleased that you are happy. And don’t worry approximately that even for a second, it will be done. Everyone already knows that they are supposed to leave their condoms at home as I know what you like ;)”.
And that was the moment when Don heard her car move out of the driveway…

I’ve come to the conclusion that my husband’s sexual kink is not actually approximately me sleeping with other men. I’m just the means to that end & a pawn to control in order to obtain what he craves. I KNOW that he does not crave me, personally, & does not obtain aroused by just being with me. He believes he should & tries valiantly! Every Saturday morning he takes a Viagra & then lays on his back while I do a few gyrations that usually end in mutual masturbation. And that’s it for a week. Pretty dull for both of us.

Now we both know that if I allude to being unfaithful, say I agree to text that man I slept with one time, or talk approximately huge cocks I have had or even better, will go get, his arousal deepens & his orgasms are much more intense & reflect genuine desire. So I, wanting to experience his desire & disappointed that I alone don’t arouse it in him, trade my dignity to bring this out of him. I pretend I have this power, when actually I’m agreeing to being used & controlled.

When I probe more, flirt outside of Saturday morning obligatory sex, say, encourage him to butt plug me for a day (I obtain no response) yet if I say I want his cock locked in its cage, he responds with, “interested, yet you know I will want more.”

So now I will name this ‘more’, & again, it’s not approximately me having sex with other men & then going home to tell him approximately it. His kink is being ‘forced’ to be the secondary male, the one left out, humiliated & scorned. ‘Forced’ to watch his wife obtain ravished & ‘forced’ to call the man ‘sir’ & even ordered to suck his cock & THANK him for doing to her (not for her!) what he cannot or will not.

This is what it is. This is the scenario we revolve around. My husband would like to believe he is ‘submissive’ when in fact, he is very specific & very manipulative & very controlling in this sexual roller coaster.

He serves me up bland, tedious limp noodle sex, has no real passion or arousal for just me, (and knows I will eventually obtain frustrated) yet is a very kind, loving, supportive PROVIDER in every sense of the word, except sexual. He withholds that part, unconsciously I’m sure, yet it is very clear to me. And he would vehemently deny this if the topic were broached & bellow approximately stress at work, how complex he tries, gives all he’s got…etc. I know this, because I can clearly see him. I have defined & named this mess.

And yet, what approximately me? What approximately what I want sexually? He has never asked & I’m pretty sure he doesn’t want to know, unless it fits in with his kinky desire for us (key word, us) to be ‘owned’ by a dominate male.

I’ve pretended, & sometimes convinced myself that fucking other men is a satisfactory solution, & I even went so far as to do that once. I wanted then what I want now: to be desired & to produce an arousal for just being me.

But that didn’t fit into Cuckyboy’s Master Plan! It was not enough for me to obtain what I’ve been missing & been deprived of! It was not enough until we had his cock locked & shaved, panties on him & a real live alpha male barking orders at him via email & text messages!

Then, when the liaison was all lined up & we 3 were going to meet: sex for me & humiliation for the ‘submissive’ one, he tricked me! He meekly asked if I could let his cock out just for overnight, since it was so swollen from being excited for hours. I agreed, then let him masturbate & come.

That one orgasm changed him from simpering pantied eager-to-please cock-sucking cuckold, to a belligerent, loudmouthed, arrogant, selfish & downright rude individual I almost didn’t recognise as the man I married! (The cuckold in panties was not the man I married, either, yet at least I had his desire, attention & the promise of getting fucked properly! And the illusion that I was in control! Ha!)

Weird shit, & a bit scary, I might add. So I shut down the whole operation & we went back to bland, mutual masturbation.

Deep down I resent this, because I feel frustrated, used & manipulated at every angle. I can’t fucking win! He doesn’t ask what I want not because he doesn’t care, it’s because he DOES know, on a level he won’t/can’t access. If he acknowledges what healthy sex is, he would have to alter & that is just not what he wants at all. I obtain this.

I’ve named it, now I must ACCEPT it & hand it over to a higher power because I’m not sure WHAT I have the courage to alter & so my WISDOM falters when I am lonely, frustrated & feel cornered. It’s like a nightmare chess game, where I am constantly either in check or checkmate.

The suddenly she pulled her hand away, as if touching his wiener was the last thing she wanted to do. “I am sure that if it was at least half inch longer, I would beg you to penetrate me from time to time if I was too horny. But I don’t think that any woman with self respect would be stuffing a half penis into her pussy.” Don could not say a thing as he was shaking his head, agreeing with what she was saying. “Yes, I understand you, my love. You are just too satisfactory & deserve a lot more than what I can bring in for you” he mumbled.
“Ok, then, I need my wrap now” she said in response. He did not hesitate for a while & rushed himself to the closet as he returned with a sheer black wrap that she used to wear for the parties she was approximately to leave to. It was entirely see through. When you looked at her from far, it looked like she was wearing a light dress, yet as you obtain closer; it was obvious that there was almost nothing on her nude body wearing only underwear. Don helped her to wear it as he slid it through her astonishing body & helped her to tie it.
It was finally the time to obtain her feet ready. Don was extremely attentive & therefore took tremendous care in making sure she wore only perfect gear. He slipped 24KT gold rings on each of her middle toes & then a gold anklet on her left ankle & matched it with
the same one on her right ankle. Eventually, she was wearing a pair leather open toe pumps from Louis Vuitton. She was perfect: any man would love to sleep with her. She then had her hand kissed as he took her wedding ring off her finger & put it in his pocket. Lisa was always bragging approximately that she was married, even though she did not wear her ring, telling people that her husband was just patiently waiting for her at home. She did not care how embarrassing it would be for him that she was sleeping around & telling people that her husband is fully aware of the happenings.

“I am just completely amazed every time I see it”, said Lisa, “No matter how many times I see it I cannot believe my eyes that it is really that small”, she added. Don’s face was turning redder. “You know what, honey, I am being completely honest with you, if I did not love you, I would be away from your house years ago for that small penis of yours” she said as she reached her hand to his cock. Don felt that his heart skipped a beat. She has not touched it for years.

As Lisa entered the bedroom, she commanded Don to bring him the Victoria’s Secret bag she kept in the closet. His heart stopped for a while as he was taking out her garter belt & stockings, sexy black bra & crotch-less black panties out of the bag. It
was no doubt she was going to be the sexiest woman at a party the moment she walks in. He carefully put all of her gear on their bed, gently removing the tags out of each one of them.
The moment he was done, a new task was waiting for him. He now was rubbing Moroccan Argan Oil all over her attractive body trying to make her body silky & tempting. He then sprayed her body with Calvin Klein’s Euphoria to attract the men who would obtain their attention drawn by the scent of the woman. After just a while, he was helping her to dress up, putting on her crotch-less panties slipping over her perfect size 7 feet with red paint on her nails. He then armored her heavy tits with her bra, hooked them from the back & then made sure that her breasts were perfectly fitting inside the bra. He knew for sure that the bra is not going to be on for long when she arrives to the party. He then had her garter worn on her legs, pulling them around her waist, locating them just above her sexy panties. Finally, he put on her stockings, carefully, one by one pulling them up her attractive feet & clasped them to the garter straps. He could see her moistened cunt out of her crotchless panties, it was no doubt that his wife could not wait for the party to start from the look at her pussy. This made him feel that his cock was swelling inside his pants. Lisa noticed it & smiled. “Oh, my goodness. Don? Is there is something you are hiding away from me in your pants? Don just strayed there in silence when he heard Lisa ordering: “Show it to me” in a gentle, yet a demanding tone. Don took down his pants & let his cock drop down with his head down full of shame. His cock was fully erected, yet with his 3.5 inches, it was hardly even seen.

Don was completely sure that as shortly as Lisa moved her car along the road, she was going for a meeting with where she gets her libido satisfied.
 All of this began earlier. About one & a half hour ago…
Lisa just came out of the bathroom with her naked body all wet waiting for Don to bring her a towel & start drying her soaked body. She was just standing there, waiting for Don to complete with his job with her hands held straight & feet slightly parted from each other with no sign of any eye contact or whatsoever. Don was not in a rush, he gently massaged her enormous 36DD size boobs lifting them up to make sure she gets all dry. He then glided his towel in between her perfect butt cheeks finishing his touch with gentle rubbing of her wet pussy. He was all done & smiled at her when he heard Lisa asking him to bring a razor a shaving cream as she dropped down on a bench & spread her legs, waiting for him to obtain her pussy all clean. “Be careful & do not rush, take your time & make sure you are gentle & obtain it perfectly smooth”, she said. Don was an obeying husband, so he gently rubbed the cream onto her perfect pussy & started shaving it. After some time, he was sure that her snatch could not be any cleaner & even though he took more time than he probably needed, he finally told Lisa that he was all done, washed her pussy with warm water from a bowl in his hands & dried it with an extremely soft cotton washcloth.
After she was all dry once again, Lisa leaned down to him & kissed him a cheek, saying: “You are always so gentle & care-giving to me whenever you are preparing my pussy for other men. I am really proud of how devoted you are”.

I threw myself apologizing to her as she pushed me away repeatedly adding that she has no more place in her heart for me while sarcastically smiling at me after few punches she threw at me.
“You want to be humiliated while another man fucks me? All I see right now is a loser & a faggot in front of me. You think you can hide this stuff away from me? Well, you know what, my ex boyfriend came over yesterday.”
I asked what did they do. For what she responded:
“Fuck you, you piece of shit”.
I begged her to calm down & told her it is not like I cheated on her. But she replied that she did!
“You just wait & see that other guys fuck me all day long. You will come from work tomorrow & you will catch me sucking dick & getting fucked. And you know what, he is not afraid of you catching us in bed. I am just so going to fill him in my life to show him what a faggot I have married!”

I was having tough time with my wife, she has been treating me worse & worse with everyday. She finally admitted that it was all approximately this hidden porn collection I had related to some fetish. The follow-up questions were asked like: “How the hell did you obtain those images.” I did my best trying not to say it, yet I ended up telling her it was cuckoldplace. She asked me what does cuckold mean, so I replied that it is a man who lives with his unfaithful wife who supports an open relationship. She then insulted me asking:
“Is this what you obtain turned on?”
I said no.
“Is it on women who treat you like shit?” I said no again. Then she added:
“Well maybe you are a gay then?”
I was approximately to say no when she cut me off & said that she was too satisfactory for me & that she disgusts me. Adding:
“You rather throw yourself on women who would not care if you were dead? I know so many men who would love to ride me all day! You are not a man for me anymore, you are even lower than the shit stuck underneath my boots, I cannot even look at you anymore. I am done with you.”